Drown

Shoot me down

Into the water I’ll drown

This cruel life I live

Soon I will forget

Deeper and deeper in the water I sink

Dark hands grabbed my shirt

Pulling the life out of my breath

Fading memories of people I've met

Rest at last I achieved

Horrible things put my soul to grief

Please don’t bring me back to life

I’d rather live here in the dark

Under the water I rest my case

Put down the things I cannot change                                
Love is in the hearts of men

But many people put bullets through their head

Waters rushing to my veins

I’d rather hear my lungs scream

For air than people to hear

Cursing their God’s mighty name

There’s common humanity

Just because they have common enemy

They got the wrong notion of unity

And changing that goes beyond my ability

Oh father embrace me to your realm

Let me experience the bliss of rest

My soul is really tired of worldly things

My soul suffered enough I think

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I heard shouting in your flat
Guess you’re belligerently mad
Your parents are fighting again
And you feel like going to hell

Said your father found another woman

To replace your ailing mom
You asked yourself was it worth it
To make your family complete?

Saw your boyfriend kissing another girl
Having a good time with all your friends
Not even bothering to give you a call
You promise yourself you’ll blow them all

You hide alcohol, drugs and weeds
In your cabinet and under your bed
Burn holes of cigars in the stairs
Different colors of dye dancing on your hair

Tell me is it the life you want to live
Or is it the life you want people to forget?
You pity yourself and blame God
For letting you go in the wrong path

Put down the gun your mom begged
But you’re not hearing her cause your deaf
With all the voices screaming in your head
You finally have had enough you said

Sitting here making memories of you
For people to hold on to
Sitting here making memories of you
For me to hold on to

"Thinking Out Loud"

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

And darling I will be loving you till we're 70
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's overgone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways

Maybe it's all part of a plan
I just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So baby now

Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

all of the stars

All of the stars

I can see the stars in the universe

Wondering where you are with tears

In my eyes I can see

That you’re miles away from me

Wish you were here sitting beside me

Not a care in the world like we’re three

I may not be your mother’s favourite

But I will love you until my last breath

When your legs don’t work like they used to before

On my back I will carry you till my feet soar

In my eyes you’re the only one

Without you my life’s meaning will be gone

Remember when?

Remember When                                                                

Remember when

Your Grandfather,

brought you to the zoo and let you kissed the dolphin?

Your Grandmother,

used to wore too much make up that made you cough when you kissed her but you kissed her anyway?

Your father,

bought you a dog and called you champ and whispered I love you when no one was looking?

Your mother,

always tucked you in bed and gave you good night kiss and you’re so happy that you had a good night’s sleep?

Your brother,

introduced you to his pals and called you “little bro”?

Your sister,

told you that you’re the best little bro ever although you think that it isn’t true

And that day,

when you learned that some crazy man broke into your house and killed them all. And you weren’t there when it happened. And you blame yourself for not being there when they most needed you. And that is the very day that you gave yourself a slash on each damned wrist.